hello (:

2008-05-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

ARGH!

I have a tired glint in the eyes today.
It means that my eyeballs feel like they are dissolving in hydrochloric acid.
They've hurt ever since i woke up from my evening nap. i feel like an undead.

dizzy spells casted upon me
[ifeeliamfloating]

sheesh.
sick for good(?)

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i feeling VERY eff-ed up right now,
but it's alright (i suppose)

So much things are going through my head.
Neurones seems to be randomly connected to one another.
Direction of the nerve impulses are travelling from axon to dendron.

CRAZYNESS!
i think somehow all the neurons in my brain are missing myelin sheadth.
Axons are therefore not being insulated which results in the electrocution of the cells in my brain.
SCHWANN CELLS, WERE ARE YOU!!!
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BANG!
i need to catch sleep.

byebye

2008-04-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

yea.

from now on, i will freakingly STAY out of ur life.
if that is what u want

well, im truly sorry from causing u so much misery
if there is

wateva.

today onwards, simin shant exist in ur life

happy living

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no sarcasm intended
bottom-hearted feelings

this song totally expressed my feelings

Because of you- Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

2008-04-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

remind to self:

IH ESSAY!
2nd may.

2008-04-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

the confession

GOSH
i have been sleeping continuously for 2 days.
i slept on the way home, slept like eariler than 10 and slept on the way to school.

many (and when i say many, it is really many) manymany hmwk not completed.
manymanymany problems arising
so DEAD
*screams*

keewei, soma were persistently 'attacking me during MI lesson

keewei- "simin, i suggest u not sleep so early, suddenly so active, normally i talk to you, you say yes to everything, nvr think one"
soma just keep saying simin dun sleep so early.

one word to conclude
LAME.

i wonder...
seriously wondering...

2008-04-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

hello :)